Super faint positive - opinions!

Lo

So I’m 10dpo. This morning I took a pregnancy test and it was negative. I just decided to take one now because I had limited my water intake and everything. I feel pregnant and I am starting to have some symptoms. Anyways, I took one dip test and it was a vvvvvvvvfl like it won’t show up if I take a picture of it but I see it. I took another one with the same urine sample to make sure I wasn’t crazy and the second one has a vvvvvvfl too. Do I take these as positives or no? I’m crying Because I’m happy and hopeful. and shaking and I’m so scared my mind is playing with me. What do y’all think?