Last night broke me.

I’ve grown used to waking up to pee every 1-2 hours. That’s fine. But last night i literally woke up 17 times to pee between 12-1am. Then until 7am i woke up a total of 30times. I don’t understand. I’m just hoping it was a bad night since i also woke up feeling sick.

I also have had insomnia my entire life so I’m used to living off a little sleep but emotionally the falling asleep and waking up broke me.

I was crying in bed quietly so i wouldn’t wake my husband.