Depressed...

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I’m probably getting way too ahead of myself but, I have to take clomid to ovulate & my first round I took in October didn’t work. I took a break until January & started again on a higher dose (100mg) and I think i ovulated. But I am currently 6dpo, I am planning to early test Saturday which would make me 11dpo. I had a feeling it was going to happen this time around but now I am not so sure. I am overthinking & scared & sad & so many other things. I’m so scared to take another test for it to be negative. My heart is breaking thinking about it. I just want to leave work, go home & cry.