I’m so torn

Martine • Mommy to two boys and happily married!!

So my husband and I have been trying to conceived for 3 months, well 4 months now and the last month I thought we had some success but it was all in my mind. So for those who don’t know I have two children and I was diagnosed with PCOS before my first and was put on metformin and that same month got pregnant after 6 months of trying. After giving birth to my first, I got pregnant again a month later...🤦🏾‍♀️ and now that they are toddlers we want to try again. I have never been late on my period and so this last month of us trying I was late 10 days took pregnancy tests and all came out negative and light bleeding/spotting on and off. Went to the doctors Friday and today I got a urine test and that was negative. And so I got my blood work results this morning and I am pre diabetic and have PCOS!!!!!!! This is a nightmare! I thought the PCOS was controller but I guess not. I don’t know whether to give up or keep going!! Any one have some advice