Lately, I feel so gross about my self and I let anyone take advantage of me because I want to make others happy and feel so I don’t nt deserve that myself... tonight I was so sad ( I dont even know why) I went to wholefood’s. with my boyfriend to buy mochi (a dessert) for everyone me, my boyfriend and my 2 sisters.. but it turned out I couldn’t get an equal amount of mochi for everyone if i got myself some... so after craving it all day I got my sisters 2 each and my boyfriend, and well I didnt get my self any.... I was like tearing up in the cash register and came home gave everyone their mochi and told them I got some for myself. Now I’m writing this to you for advice on why I might feel like this? Or have anyone else experienced this? I never take care of myself and dont feel like I should.