So i’m seriously insecure and depressed. Today i felt so good about myself so i posted this on snapchat.

My boyfriend slid up and said “oh ok i gotcha”. i asked him what his problem is and he said he doesn’t like that other guys can see it and look at me. Oh and mind you i cropped it so you can’t see my legs since they’re wide open. We’ve been together for 1 1/2 years and it’s always been like this but i started to notice how toxic it is. I want to leave so bad, i just can’t build up the courage. Not to mention i’m afraid of life without him. Lately it’s been nothing but arguing. I’m sick of all the bullshit and want to wear, post, and live how i want to. I want to be free. I’m just so alone and i know i can’t do it alone.