I wish that I never switched schools, I should’ve continued going to public school. I now feel like I fucked up my future, I don’t think I’m gonna do good in college, I’m so stupid. I regret switching to online school, I haven’t learned anything these past 2 years smh (or well I have learned a little I guess but I would’ve learned more at public school). Do you think I fucked everything up? Do you think I won’t be successful? Do you think I’ll even make it through college? I’m currently a junior and feel like I fucked up my future.. I used to be kinda smart I guess. Now I feel like I’m stupid and won’t make it in life. I don’t think I’ll get anywhere in life

But then again there are people out there who dropped out & are doing fine, people who probably didn’t try in HS & are doing fine, people who didn’t go to college and are doing fine, smh idek. I just wish I didn’t fuck everything up