Why I have been MIA

Question

So I have been pretty much MIA on this app recently and that’s not because I am pregnant or no longer trying its because I’ve been working on some self care. 
In December I was told the possibility of my doing this alone was going to be very difficult and our road may lead down IVF. I was called fat during the appointment and I couldn’t see it. 
I went away and enjoyed my Christmas eating everything I could and being with my families. 
January came around quickly and I decided to do something about myself as I was in denial of everything my consultant told me. 
I went away and joined a gym and started to eat clean. And the results speak for themselves. 👇🏻

Since the beginning of January I weighed in at over 215lbs. 
Today I lost my first stone and will strive to get the rest gone so I can make that jump and have my IVF. 
Baby sprangle. In 2019 I am coming for you with a lot of hard work and more determination then ever!!!! 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

Answer

I'm proud of you. I to was told very blunty at my first fertility appointment that I was fat... Actually damn don't you think you want to loose some weight ... It's not healthy to be 200 pounds and trying to get pregnant. But I never looked at myself as being FAT. I was shocked hurt cried. But I got down to 169 and I can't wait to go back and show I want this.