In my feelings..

So today is one of those days where your extra emotional, and just wanna cry. I have seen a lot of people getting pregnant around me. And I want to be a mom so badly.. unfortunately my partner isn’t ready yet.

We’ve been together for a long time, and I feel ready. But pressure is on when your the last one of the family with no kids yet, constantly hearing “you’re next!” Is starting to break my heart. It’s not like I don’t wanna have kids but if my partner isn’t ready I can’t force it. I don’t know if it’s just an emotional ovulation but today is worse than other. I just wanna be a mom.