I’ve been in a “funk” I’m 6 weeks pp. My father in law passed away 2 weeks ago and we just burried him Monday. I don’t feel like doing anything. I’m sad that he’s gone, he was like my dad. The whole family is taking it hard even though we knew it was coming...He had cancer. But itsnever easy.

I feel like I didn’t get time to recover or take in my pp time. At 3 weeks pp, he was hospitalized for a week then sent home ok hospice wheee he passed 24 hours later. That week he was in the hospital my husband his family and i all spent it there cus he was touch and go. And we wanted to be by his side. He was lucky enough to be sent home, where he passed surrounded by his family. Which is what my FIL wanted.

I don’t feel like doing anything. I have work to do but I have no motivation. I just want to sit and cuddle my girls. One is 15 months the other 6 weeks.

I also miss my me time. I want to get my hair done. My pedicure. I need some clothes cus nothing fits. I am back to work since I’m a realtor. But I can’t even work properly cus my husband has been crazy busy with work that I don’t Have anyone to leave the girls with. So I can only show property on the weekends and the evenings. But then we dint get us time.

Sigh I feel so overwhelmed.

I don’t even have the nursery done