Found out Tuesday morning that I’m expecting #4! While I want to be completely over the moon and get excited, I can’t. This stresses me out! My husband definitely doesn’t want another baby now, if at all (and yes we were trying to prevent). Also, our financial situation is not good. I switched jobs in December and this job pays a lot less than the last (I needed to switch for my sanity- I’m a nurse). I won’t have fmla or short term disability when I have this baby. We currently don’t have insurance but trying to get some. My husband isn’t working (stopped working in October due to being cancelled frequently, causing us to not be able to afford child care) but is seeking work. Not to mention, I wanted to lose a lot of weight and be a lot healthier before having another baby if we decided to. I was doing so good on my weight loss. Ugh! I wish I could be more excited! Oh and I haven’t told my husband yet because I don’t want him getting mad. I love kids and definitely want another but there’s so many reasons this is not a good time for this to happen.