Oct. 14 2018

I found out my favorite great uncle had tried to take his own life... He had cancer, an was tired of the pain... His wife found him an tried to take the gun... So when he pulled the trigger it didn't go to his heart but under his arm.

I saw him twice... Then he was gone...

Thanksgiving 2018

I get a call saying another one of my uncle's have passed away... He had heart issues... There was nothing that could be done... My aunt has already lost 2 of 4 kids... 💔 that man knew how to tell a good story though...

December. 23 2018.

My grandpa's long time battle of blood disorders, leukemia an enlarged organs came to an end... He was my hero...

January 6th. 2019

I learn me an my husband are expecting... By January 14th... The Dr told me it wasn't going to make it...

I'm at the point now of... I can't leave the house... I know i need help to cope... But I don't know how... It feels like no one cares... I feel guilty... My husband comes home an i hide from my kids so they cant see me like this... I'm just sad. Im not sure what to do. Where to turn. My support system isnt big.. Right now its me an my husband vs. The world... I want options on things I can do to get better...