I want to kill everyone

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. It seems like every single thing makes me fly off the handle.

I’m 5w 5d, and I swear, it’s like I’m a crazy person. Every single thing makes me angry, and I feel like I’m constantly yelling at my poor husband and children. I try to remember to breathe and think before getting upset, but it’s like my brain won’t let me.

My husband isn’t doting over me as I grip the toilet bowl and puke... again - over reaction. My 6 year old son made a giant mess of the table as he ate his breakfast cereal - freak out. My 4 year old daughter is awake at 5am, and for the life of her, can’t seem to understand what “quiet” means, so that the rest of the house doesn’t wake up - fly off the handle.

I know that I need to not stress, because it’s bad for the baby. I just need to know I’m not alone - and maybe any suggestions on how other preggo mommas are dealing with this?! I have older children, and I’ve never experienced moodiness like this before!

Please no negative comments - obviously, it’s not the time. No one is being physically hurt... mom just cant shake the angries.