So my boyfriend..

I’ve been with my boyfriend almost 2 years now. I’ve always gone down on him without a problem (even though I don’t enjoy it) but he’s NEVER gone down on me and downright refuses to. He says it’s not a turn on for him, he’s never done it to anyone and doesn’t ever want to. He always says it grosses him out. Recently over the last 9 months or so I haven’t been really going down on him. Going down on his is NOT my favorite thing to do and it’s not something I WANT to do. But he gets mad if he has to ask me to go down on him and gets even more mad when I end up not doing so.

I’m craving more in my sex life. Like yeah, the actual physical sex, the penetration, is great and I enjoy it very much but I need foreplay! I need my girl satisfied too. He won’t finger me and won’t go down on me. He’s really straight to the point and I think it’s really fucking boring honestly.

He doesn’t finger me or go down on me not because there’s anything wrong with me, he just doesn’t do it because he never has and it “grosses him out”. Any suggestions?

I don’t wanna go and find the satisfaction somewhere else. I don’t cheat because I wouldn’t like to be cheated on, I love him tremendously. But I’m like just, ugh, unsatisfied.

*Add on: I don’t know how to reply back to the comments anonymously 🙁 But I agree with what you guys are saying. I know how much I’m missing out, I’ve had partners who’ve done me SO good before. Ugh I don’t know what to do.