Help!

Faisha

Hi, I’m Bi and I honestly don’t have anyone to tell it to, I’ve been with girls but in secret. I’m currently in a relationship with a guy, I can’t even tell him. My past relationships with girl were amazing, I felt alive and safe because we both knew what we were doing and what women like. When having sex with my boyfriend I can only think of girls especially when he’s going down on me. Is there something wrong with me? I’m honestly really confused. Help!