Started ttc again

I miscarried back in October of this last year and we have finally decided we are ready to ttc. I’m currently doing the 2 week wait but I’m struggling with feeling so sad. Last time I knew I was pregnant before I was able to take the test, I just felt it. I’m not feeling anything this time so I’m pretty sure I’m not going to get a BFP this month. It breaks my heart. Last time we got pregnant so fast and I’m beginning to feel like I’ll never have a baby. :(