It's a terrible idea. I am only 21, in debt with money gone to collections, no job because I'm moving to Vegas in March, I'm not in a good place mentally, just had a terrible break up with my first love (to which I shaved my head in response 💇🤦🤷). I don't have a permit or a car or a credit score or the funds to have a baby or care for it.

And even still, that's not enough to convince me to not have a baby. I feel selfish and terrible for this. Besides I don't even have anyone to have a baby with (aka sperm donor). What the fuck is wrong with me??? I'm in tears. I'm not going to have the baby but I still feel bad.