I really wish that things were different! I feel really guilty because youre in pain because of me! I really wish I would have said yes 2 years ago because we would have been together this whole time... I really wish I was with you because you had everything I wanted because I was so stupid to go back to the person who made me feel worthless, not important and would just treat me like shit after everything I did and he is the reason I did what I did but there was not a day that went by that I didn’t think about you! I’m really sorry I didn’t say yes... I wish I did because you wouldn’t have been in pain! You would be happy and I would be happy because you are happy!!!