So at first I wanted another baby and then I change my mind because I started to work out and get my body the way I wanted to and once I start doing that my husband decided he wanted another baby. So we end up being on the same page again because I was willing to put my awesome body on hold to have another baby . So I went to my doctor yesterday and I wanted to know why we haven't conceived yet and my doctor was telling me we are most likely missing my ovulation day and suggested that I buy an ovulation kit. So my husband just asked me about drinking and I told him I didn't want to and he said are you pregnant and I said yes. Then I said no I'm just playing but I want to get my body ready so that we can have another baby and he told me that he doesn't want another baby anymore because we have a six-year-old autistic kid which is a handful and he feels like that is enough my feelings are so hurt I'm literally crying in the inside because I won't let the tears fall down my face. I told him this year is our last year trying so if he changes his mind and want to have one next year it's not going to happen because I do not want to be 35 years old trying to have a baby. it's cool for a man to be older but I feel like my body is changing every year and I don't want to wait until I'm 35 I'll be thirty-four this year and I just decided that this is how I wanted to plan my life.