Me and my husband have been talking about me joining the air force this year and tbh I'm beyond excited and all I seem to be able to talk about is how much better of a life well be able to have for our boys (10yr old of his, and our 2 year old and 4 month old). Then yesterday he told me as he was drunk that I may be pregnant because he let out some precum when we were goofing off one night. On top of that a couple days ago he busted in me thinking he was in my ass but very wrong (I didn't know how to tell him at the time that he was wrong). Everything is so tough for us right now, the VA stopped paying for his schooling due to his benefit ending so he only gets paid his disability and no longer his bah, and I'm currently between jobs (recently quit my job of 4 years) I dont want to be stressing about the possibility of being prego so soon especially when i wanted to join the air force and was about to set up a meeting with the recruiter. How can i get my head to think about something else for now??????