Im bout to lose it!! I want to have a baby so severely bad.... i'm 28 and i have been trying for over 10 years... and alls i want is a baby... it kills me that it hasn't happened and the thought it might never, is unbearable pain in my heart!! I have unexplained infertility... pcos, a lil overweight... a blocked left tube, that the doctor tried to unblock in a laparoscopy and was unsuccessful....and ive tried everything, meds, doctors, fertility doctors, loosing weight .... trying not to stress.. just everything... and nothing has helped or happened... ive never even been close to a positive not even a miscarriage or false positive.... i'm just so crushed and hurt... and my fiance wants a baby just as much as i do and that is a heartbreak alone....