So I've been with my boyfriend for almost 5 yrs. We've been trying to have a baby for the past 13 months. He's a truck driver so there's been times that I ovulate and he's 1500 miles away. If he's close I drive to see him.

Well 2 weeks ago i fell at work and I text him about it. It had been 6 days since I'd talked to him. He called me while I was there and I had my Bluetooth in so he stayed on the phone . Well they wanted x-ray and I said no because there could be a possibility that I'm pregnant. I said no because it was work related, but they said they would take a pregnancy test and I said well there would be no way that a pregnancy test would show right now if I was or not. And because of the date of my period They said well it will show. It showed negative and my boyfriend was on the phone when they said it was negative. After the lady left he said guess we're just gonna keep trying I said babe I'm telling you it's too early because I ovulated late.

Well Friday night my boyfriend asked me if I tested again and I said no, but my boobs are killing me. A few minutes later he told me that he's been talking to someone else. WTF, he said well we're only talkin. I said how could you do this to me. Well I didn't sleep very well I was up and down all night and at 3:30 I had to get up to go pee and when I got up at 5:30 I tested and the line is really faint. It's hard to show in pics but you can see better in the negative effect pics.

you know about an hour or two after he told me that he was talking to this girl he said well we're still gonna have a baby. It just floored me. Like he was making excuses of why that he was doing it like saying that we didn't have anything in common but we have a lot of stuff in common. I think it's the fact that somebody is paying attention to him because he really hasn't had that in his life. I told him I said well you had such a miserable life that you're so afraid to be happy and you know I make you happy. I told him that I loved you and that I know you love me too and I said you cannot tell me that you don't love me and he never said anything. I know he loves me. I'm just so upset I didn't eat anything yesterday I barely slept any. I know everyone's going to immediately tell me that I need to leave in well don't tell me that because I'm not going to. Now he actually meets up with this girl and has sex with her then yeah I am gonna leave him. I've actually been trying to lose weight so that it may help us get pregnant. I told him I lost 7 pounds in 10 days Thursday and then I weighed Saturday 9 pounds and now today I weigh myself and I've lost 12lbs in 12 days. When he comes home in a couple weeks, we'll see how things go.

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