Ovulation Almost Got Me Got lol

So my guy came over today. We’ve been friends for about 12 years, but started dating in January. We’ve always had a flirtatious relationship, but had never kissed or anything, so we’ve got a lot of sexual frustration going on, especially me, since I’m waiting for marriage. He knows and respects it and has never tried anything or made me feel uncomfortable. I’d previously told him I was waiting, but have never gone into details about what’s, ahem, acceptable

So we’re in our 20s, and I still live at home. My family loves him. So we had our most intense make out session yet, in my living room, I might add

So I’d told him awhile ago about ovulation and it’s basically you’re body trying to get you pregnant and that it happens once a month right before your period lol so he comes over tonight and I’m like you came over tonight on purpose

So were kissing fast forward and he’s trying to change the definition of what sex is (jokingly but also trying to see what is and isn’t acceptable because in all our years of friendship, we’ve never really talked about sex

He pulled me into his lap and kissed me soft and slow. Ya girl’s walls were contracting like Where’s the dick??

and he pulls away, looks me dead in the eye and says, You’re so strong

I died laughing. he tells me he’s about to go and I just look at him. He says he doesn’t want to leave either. And then I kiss his neck. Then he took my hand so I could feel what I’d done

He then put me on his lap so I was facing away from him and started grinding against my butt and tells me it’s his favorite position

I grind back for a second and then I’m like

He says he wants to suck my nipples and I say no because I’d want him to suck something else. He looks me dead in the eye and says You can ride my face

At this point, anytime he makes a comment like this, my vaginal walls are squeezing like they can feel him already and I’m just like

We start kissing again and his hands start wandering a little further than usual and I say I can’t and he stops. Completely. It was turning a light switch on and off. One moment it is, the next it’s not. I was dumbfounded

He left and went home and I text him to make sure he wasn’t mad or anything and he what did he do? He reassured me he didn’t jack off ! I told him tonight that I limit masturbation bc it’s basically a tease for me bc by the end I want it more. So I replied and told him Babe do what you need to

I know all about consent, it’s just amazing to have such a good guy. I’ve had guys try to talk their way into my pants, pressure or shame me into sex, but he’s never pushed for anything in 12 years. We JUST had our first kiss when we started dating! He’s always been so gentle with me

PS. So remember when I said we were on the LIVING ROOM COUCH? We’ve always listened out for my parents, even when we were just friends, but he pulled away from a kiss and said he forgot where he was and I got caught up in him so I wasn’t paying attention so I guess we’ll see what the vibe and conversation is like at breakfast

But I digress..

For all of you who are losing hope that there are good guys left, there are! Just be patient and you’ll see. But you can’t have this one, I think I’ll keep him