I always wanted to be a mom , but since having my baby my life has been the worst .. MIL is obsessed with my son. She says she doesn’t want to raise him but actions do speak louder than words..

Relationship with hubby is horrible because of MIL. He feels guilty because his teen brother is severely depressed and suicidal and is affecting his parents. So he would rather her have her way no matter what. There is no in between or compromise.

Life would be better if I let my MIL just have my baby because it’s what she wants. She denies this but it’s true. She hates that I want my baby with me.

I sometimes think that if I died things would be better. She would have him and I’d be able to have a normal life again.

Nobody tells you how hard it is to be a mom. Had I known I really would not have.. I know I sound ungrateful and horrible..