Well second cycle with letrazole and ovidrel. Went in for my follicle scan today and my eggs were still really small. 5mm 8mm and 11mm. I go back Tuesday for another scan and bloodwork to see if they have grown enough for me to take my trigger shot. We can only afford to do this for one more cycle after this. After ttc for 15 years I have been so hopeful but I cant help but feel down right now. All I have ever wanted is to be a mom and I know my husband will be an AMAZING dad!!! What if it doesnt happen?!?! I am not sure I can handle that emotionally!