Okay so there is this guy that I like. I am 19 and he is 20.

So about 8 months ago me and my ex broke up. He was super shitty to me and I left him. Along the way I was working on finding myself and who I was cause I had been with this guy since I was 16.

Well a couple months ago I started hanging out with this new guy. And I really wasn’t sure about him. The more I hung out with him the more I started to like him and thought more about the idea of a relationship. We wound up having sex and stuff and have had multiple movie nights or just late night talks. So I put myself Out there and I told him that I liked him and why I liked him. And he said that he just wasn’t ready for anything serious and that he had a lot of stuff going on in his life and that he didn’t want to drag someone down with him. And he said you always compliment me and I just don’t wanna do it back cause I don’t wanna lead you on. So after this it was a little awkward to be around him I told him that I wanted something more serious and that I didn’t wanna do the whole flirting and hookup thing with him. He said ok and left it at us being friends.

Fast forward we finally got over the awkwardness and we were talking normal to each other. Not long after it was back to flirting and having sex . So one night I went to his house and he was having a party and he was flirting with girls and dancing/grinding with them and then would look at me and wink at me. He said I’m trying to make you jealous (he was also drunk) and I said why he said sexual tension makes the sex better. So then I was with a friend one night and he had a party and I wasn’t able to go but I found myself thinking about him the whole time I wasn’t there and hoping that he wasn’t doing anything with anyone else.. I know he didn’t do anything cause one of my friends had been there and told me he didn’t but even if he did I would have no right to be mad cause we arnt even together.. I just like him a fuck ton and don’t know what to do🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ girls helppppp!!!