HELP!

Devyn

Okay, so any advice would be greatly appreciated because I don’t know what to do anymore. I am currently 28 weeks, 4 days pregnant with my first baby. I am 20 years old. When I found out I was pregnant, my baby’s father and I were not together. In the beginning, we fought ALOT. He works on the road and is currently working in NY. He asked me to come up and visit him, so I did. We have been getting along great for the most part but in the past, he has said very hurtful things and it is very hard to overlook those things. Yesterday, he got so pissed off and was being so ignorant to me and “there was nothing I could really do because I’m 14 hours away from home.” SCARY, right? He told me how worthless I was and he “hopes I die alone.” He tells me that he loves me and cares about me but one his actions say otherwise AND every time he is upset, he tells me how much he hates me along with other horrible things. When we were trying to “figure things out” he had a tinder account. He has had 3 different ones, he deleted them. When I got here, I looked through his phone and on January 16th he had a screenshot from tinder so I downloaded the app and logged in with his number and seen recent messages, etc. After he told me he didn’t have one... THEN, I found messages where he was paying a prostitute(s). (Not sure when.) OH, and the lady at the front desk to where he is staying is selling him pain pills. I have tried so hard to fix whatever is broken so our baby girl can have the best life possible. I see all of the signs and should run now but I don’t know how to fully get away. He always pulls me back somehow, someway. He has also said things like, “how do I know if she is even mine?” (Which she is, I don’t sleep around.) I understand he works on the road and he is trying to provide but I have gave him updates on every appointment and he says, “sorry I make more than $8 an hour and I get take off work like other dads.) I just don’t know if I should try and make this work or just stop talking to him all together??