Drying up and feeling conflicted

Gege • Mother of 2 girlies, Wife, Social Worker and Educator ❤️❤️❤️

My youngest is almost 5 months and my milk production is starting to slow down. I haven’t been storing milk away like I was able to in previous months and my breast just don’t feel as full as frequently. Honestly I am excited about the freedom supplementing with formula brings but I’m sad a little bit at the same time. Like I’m turning my back on my mom responsibilities. I started supplementing with formula at 4 months with my first daughter and made it longer EBF this time around...but I still feel kind of sad. Anyone relate?