My husband ...

My husband is so hard to deal with.. so he cheated on me twice and now I’m dealing with some trust issues. He said that I’m insecure and need to stop saying he’s accusing him.

He said that I just have to trust him and he’s a grown man and. He’s going to what he wants but he’s not cheating. I have no idea what to think. I feel like he doesn’t care about my feelings. I need some advice ...