So after i had my 1st baby I kinda had this apron belly it was very small but it was really bothering me. Now im about to have my second and just by looking at my belly i can tell its going to probably be worse. Thinking about it makes me want to cry because i see so many postpartum pics of ladies with hardly any no lose hanging skin, honestly looks like a small tummy bloat. Im so jealous of that. I hope i wont get depressed with my appearance after this baby. I wouldn't be so hard on myself if my job didnt care so much about passing hight and weight requirements.

I know i have to learn to love and care for my body after its given me two babies so far in a 19 month span.