Need some advice about TTC.

To start off I’m 19. I’ll be 20 this year. My S/O and I both have a job and support ourselves and we’ve been thinking about a baby. I’m just not sure how I feel anymore though. I want a baby so badly but I also feel like the timing isn’t right for some reason. I just feel like something is holding me back and I can’t determine what it is.

We also live with his mom. We are planning on moving into his parents basement soon as well so if we did have a baby there would be room for the baby. But I still feel off about that too. Am I being crazy? How do I stop this baby fever? 😩