My boyfriend’s mom called me fat today. I been getting called fat since I was in elementary school so it hit home. She didn’t say it to my face, but it still hurt because I’ve been trying to lose weight and I lost ten pounds recently so I thought I was doing better you know and then to hear from my boyfriend that his mom said “it look like i’m getting fat” and call me a “fat ass” hurt honestly. I call this woman my momma and for her to say something like that? She probably like me and was just playing or something. I’m sensitive anyway so this is probably nothing but I feel shitty.

(the first picture is me in May of 2017 and the second one is Me last week) i’m not looking for validation or nothing I just do feel bad because whenever I start to feel like this I start to binge eat and when I binge eat I put myself down and call myself fat for eating so much you know? I don’t know what to do or how to feel, so tell me how.