Venting

around May I was pregnant long story short I didn’t end up with a baby💔 I wasn’t trying to get pregnant and my boyfriend says he’s not ready so we aren’t going to try to Conceive but I just keep feeling empty and I keep dreaming that I keep getting positive pregnancy tests. I don’t want to feel this empty and lonely feeling anymore. It’s to the point where I haven’t been wanting to have sex. It took a lot of effort for me to make this post I usually keep my problems to myself.