It feels silly to even write this, but I needed to share.

I am not spiritual in any way at all, not religious and quite a sceptical person in general. Recently I was given a moonstone crystal pendant by a psychic that I saw just for a bit of fun. I was told to put my hopes and dreams out to the universe.

We've been TTC for almost a year now with 2 early miscarriages in that time. This month I have gone all out and decided WTH I'll give anything a go at this stage! I used digital ovulation tests and picked up that I ovulated 3 days earlier than expected, I'm on keto diet and have lost nearly 8kg in 5 weeks, I've cut out all alcohol, I'm taking maca, using a diva cup and preseed AND am carrying my crystal and doing daily affirmations...

Now, this is where there crazy part comes in 😂. I feel this incredible sense of energy whenever I touch my belly. Like I get a tingly feeling all over my body when I touch it. It's been like that since I ovulated and I've dreamt about being pregnant every night...that's never happened before!

I know it's all in my head, but I feel positive and excited about trying for a baby for the first time in months. I feel like this month we were trying for the first time again and it wasn't a chore, it was fun again! I feel so much love and appreciation for my husband and am just happy in general after months of frustration, anger and heartache.

So...even if it's crazy and means nothing, at least I'm positive and happy again, right?