I found out today that I am pregnant.

This will be our 4th child and I am terrified..

I always wanted many children but after our 3rd my partner was very adamant he didn't want anymore, ever. I've successfully been able to avoid pregnancy by tracking my ovulation the last 3 years but recently made a huge mistake in my tracking and shortly after began experiencing symptoms and I just knew I was pregnant, a test confirmed it this morning.

I don't know what to do, I want this baby but I am terrified to tell him and of his reaction. 😢😢😭