In my feelings hard☹️

I have a 2 year old, one year old, and 5 week old. Me and my one year old don’t bond at all.

He’s such a daddy’s boy. He wants nothing to do with me. The only thing I can think of is that I couldn’t give him all the love since I was pregnant with his brother. My husband picks him up all the time as opposed to me. Out of the 3 kids he looks like me (my husband is black and I’m white) but he doesn’t care to be hugged and loved by me at all. It makes me very sad😓Tonight proved it even more when he had a bad dream and I got him from his sleep. He just wanted his daddy😥