Really bummed 😢

So yesterday I posted that I was hoping my Valentines gift was our second child- after over a year of trying with no luck. But I was so excited we were getting a new puppy. I started buying things for him already, and we were suppose to pick him up today. I got a few rude comments lastnight that “ a dog is the last thing on my mind if I want a child.” (which I found rude). We have a few animals and most were results of my infertility. Animals are such amazing companions and help fill a void that no one understands. Anyway- lastnight I get a text from the lady with the dog, telling me she probably wants to keep the puppy now. I’m so sad. It took lots of convincing to my husband about getting another animal. He finally said yes HAPPY VALENTINES DAY and then the girl tells me come get him today, then changes her mind. Now sitting here on my period, after it was late and I was convinced I was pregnant- I’m an emotional wreck. 😭😭😭😭😭