I’ve always said how excited I am to not only be a mom but to actually experience the magic of pregnancy. Trust me I know it’s not all butterflies and unicorns but something about being pregnant makes me so excited! Yet with that much excitement I’ve always had a fear of never being able to get pregnant. Now that my husband and I have been trying I feel my fear coming true. Granite we’ve only been trying for about 3 months and I know I can’t think so negatively but I just wish it wasn’t this difficult. Especially when I have an older sister who has a 2yr old and started trying the same time as me and got pregnant as soon as her husband looked at her. As well as my younger sister who just accidentally got pregnant with her boyfriend who treats her like shit. It just makes me so mad that we did everything right, we have the most healthiest relationship of all of them but we struggle to have the one thing we really want. Can someone just assure me it gets easier?