I got my hopes up 😔

JLC • 32 - wifed up 💍 - TTC baby #1

I was hoping this would be our month. It was my 4th round of Clomid (200mg days 5-9) and I just had a good feeling. I was a few days late, so I started thinking of all the cute ways to tell my husband we were having a baby. I was being so hopeful, but scared at the same time. I took a test - BFN but my dr has said that sometimes at home urine tests can give a false negative.

Well today my period showed up - 4 days late. And I am seriously crushed. We called the beginning of January to get in with a specialist but the next available was June 18th. So we met on the cancelation list and patiently waiting. But I’m really for it to be my turn. For my husband and I to start our family. I guess until it’s our turn, we will patiently wait... 😔