False Hope

My endo and adeno have gotten so bad I’m in constant pain. I just turned 22 and I ovulated on my birthday we were doing a small get together with friends. My pain was so bad that pain killers weren’t even numbing the pain I was in tears. I’ve decided to go on birth control at my next gynecologist visit (which isn’t until May). I’ve been trying to conceive for two years which has ended in two miscarriages. Part of me hoped just as I was giving up maybe my time would come. Instead I got false hope with a false positive.