2 Miscarriages in a row

I don’t normally post on here but I feel so alone. Today I just found out I miscarried for the second time in a row. My partner and I have been trying now for about 9 months. I can’t stop crying and I just wanna fall off the face of the earth. The worst part about everything is that I have to pretend I’m okay for my daughter; I have to put on a smiling face so she doesn’t see mommy cry. Does anybody have any tips on dealing with this? My partner is hurt as well and he’s doing what he can but we all know men aren’t usually great with speaking about feelings.