Depressed..worried..

Sara× • 18yo soon to be engaged and getting our first home with my 20yo💖Just bought our first car together and TTC!🙈🙏❤

So.. i caught the stomach flu 2 days ago. Puked over 20 times in only a few hours. I had so many needles and injections put into me to save my life. I was dehydrated and my blood pressure was low, my white cell count was extremely high. Meaning I was extremely sick. I had an ultra sound and a cat scan and pelvic exam. Apparently I am malnourished..which means i may not be able to have a baby at all if i dont hurry up fast and try to eat right and gain weight. I may not have any time at all. At only 18 years old..i may have lost a chance of a lifetime. 💔 I wish I could change my past and ate more things i was supposed to, and maybe i would have gained more weight. *sigh* Me and him are going to set up an appointment with a gynecologist soon to check that out.. I'm still unable to eat a lot without feeling like throwing up and all my medications are almost gone so thats worrying.. I really dont feel like throwing up again. Only 2 pills left for that. So hopefully I'll be okay and this will end tomorrow or sometime tonight or in the morning I hope. 😭 I guess my ovulation month was ruined this time. 💔🤧😭🤒😔