Don’t have energy to do anything I feel like a bad mom for always crying and stressing out , I feel so lost !! I hardly ever sleep when baby sleeps I do everything I had to do and couldn’t finish ‘ I have no psychiatrist to see because they have far appointments they also charge $190 a month and also my sdi ends Thursday and I will have no more money my boyfriend started working but hasn’t got paid , bills are getting behind ! I feel alone like I can’t tell anyone how I feel because they said i take it to personal but its like I’m so lost !