Possibly pregnant def not ready

I’m 5 days late and the possibility of having a baby is overwhelming me. My partner would def want to keep it but I literally just found myself and I’m not ready to give my all into being a mother. I’m not ready for my life and body to change so drastically. I had big plans and was finally looking forward to my future after battling depression and anxiety since 3rd grade. I’m too scared to take a test.