One year ago today my husband and I went in for an ultrasound to hear our baby's heartbeat for the first time. That day we heard the worst news possible instead. There was so heartbeat. It was the toughest day of my life. That night my miscarriage started. It was the worst experience I have ever felt in my life. The physical, emotional, and mental pain I went through was unbearable. I never thought I would heal from that pain.

To say the least Valentine's day was officially ruined for us. But my husband didn't want that to be the case. I walked into our bedroom just now and found the sweetest card about how much he loves me and loves being my husband ( this is our first official Valentine's as husband and wife) and how he is looking forward to becoming parents in just 6 short weeks.

Of course I cried like a baby and once the tears started they couldn't stop because all I could think about was that day last year when our dream was stolen from us. But..... I have so much good to look forward to our baby girl is coming soon and I am beyond excited for that.

This has been a tough year having 2 miscarriages back to back I lost my best friend in June. But I am looking to the future. I have an amazing husband who loves me more than anything and a precious baby coming soon.