Please read I need help.

Audrey

I recently moved around June of last year because my moms husband took another job. I never wanted to move back up to the north because I liked the south and I hated the north for a lot of reasons. It turns out I was going to go to the same school I went to before and I was not happy about it, sure I got to see old friends and all but at that school I used to get bullied there multiple times keep in mind I was in. 5-7th grade and now imcurrently in high school. I know that this is a petty problem. But I never got over my “past” there because of how horribly bullied I was. I used to get nicknames like “fatso” or “big foot” or ugly. It just wasn’t a good posceto be and now after 7 months of school I’m sick and tired of it, it’s all going back to what people used to call me and I just feel worthless. I used to be considered pretty at my old school and I had a lot of friends now I feel like everyone is fake to me including my old friends. I don’t feel pretty or even smart anymore because of these girls and guys and I try not to let it get to me but when you hear “ewdrey” in the halls it just does. I don’t know what to do the other day I came home sobbing my eyes out and my mom asked me what’s wrong and I just couldn’t Tell her. I just don’t know how to word it and I don’t want her to report these people to the office because I don’t want to get made fun of even more. I just miss my old school and my old life and I don’t know how to explain it to her that I want to move back. She knows I do she just won’t listen because she is to caught up in her world with her new husband. I’m just wondering from all you lovely ladies... what should I do?