Today was the worst, I woke up thinking hubby would at least have flowers or a card for me but he just had a card for me. Don’t get me wrong a card would have been just nice but this wasn’t a card to tell me how special I was to him or how much I mean to him, o nooo this card told me how much he missed the way things use to be and how bills were up the ying yang, which I already knew (thanks for the reminder) so I just get up get my daughter dressed and fed, we have a wic appointment, we go, then go to store to get her formula, the nice cashier guy gives her a free balloon for Valentine’s Day, then we go get big brother from kindergarten and go home, so I can get ready for work. We get home, as I’m getting ready I notice carpet beetles, so I call our pest control guy to come spray the inside of our house on Monday because that is the only day that me and my husband will be home and both have work and school off and can take kids somewhere. So I go to work at 1 and I work my butt off and am criticized every where I turn, I hold in tears, I know I’m working fast and hard I have burn marks to prove it, no matter what I do it’s not good enough. I come home house is a mess dishes piled up, toys every where, husband laying on the couch on his phone, I get out of my work clothes, clean everything, and as I’m putting my sons stuff in backpack my daughter pulls the table mat off the table and spills my sons juice on the floor, y’all I’m in tears. I haven’t ate all day, I barely had a sip of water, and so tired. So I clean up her mess, get my son to bed, start laundry, remind husband that pest control comes on Monday and the time and he’s all pissed because he wanted to go to the snow, I’m

Like it’s the only chance that they can come, that we are home, and I can’t take any time off from work to go see snow and don’t have the money with bills up the ying yang. I’m just over today.

Oh and I forgot to mention and I cannot go to sleep yet because hubby let my 11 month old daughter nap late while I was at work so now she’s wide awake!!!