The hardest bfp

Ashly • Pregnant with our 🌈 with a toddler🙎‍♀️

Well this morning I got a super faint, am I crazy or not bfp. Had dinner with the family(brothers bday so vday isn’t huge with us sadly lol) came home all happy then got a call about our niece. She’s one and battling cancer. Well today she lost her battle and I got an even brighter bfp. Idk how to be excited. I know for sure I’m not telling anyone for awhile. This for sure is the last thing my sister needs. I am happy for my bfp and no doubt excited but damn this day just has all emotions....