This morning my husband asked me to find him something online. And when I opened his safari app, it was on porn. I didn’t used to care and it might just be because of the pregnancy hormones. But... it made me feel horrible... I have horrible self esteem. And being pregnant has just made that worse. And then I was stupid and told him and he acted upset. And I told him I had no right to be upset over it and now he says he’s not going to watch it again. And that upset me because one, I know he will so he just lied. And two, that’s not what I wanted. I didn’t even want to tell him. And he made me. I don’t care that he does. I know I’m not attractive anymore... I’m not the girl he married anymore. It’s just been a rough morning. Sorry for venting 😞

Just to give people an idea..

This was me when we first got together

This is me now with baby #2 😞