First failed IVF cycle

I had my first unsuccessful IVF cycle. My retrieval was last weds and they got 5 eggs and then 2 embryos resulted, my transfer was supposed to be Monday but as I was about to drive to the center I got the call that my 1 remaining embryo didn’t divide and my heart just broke 😞 I’ve been a little up and down since then. Some days I still get sad when I think about my embryos not making it to transfer day. No one really knows that I’ve been doing IVF. Only my mom and my cousin know what’s going on. I’m just waiting for AF to come since I stopped the progesterone injections.